This is a pre-accident post that was originally posted on my AUDHD Facebook page on 1st March 2023 – which is the day the accident happened but this was posted before:
Spent most of the day sat in my office. Had to sort out an invoice for an order and then ended up talking to my energy supplier. For hours!
Wanted to post but couldn’t be bothered to go down and get my iPad so I scribbled this on a piece of paper (very retro).
This is my brain (although that’s only what I could think of).
After dealing with my energy supplier and doing “brain things” like filling out a budget form online (so they can look into my account and if I’m “poor enough” to get help) my brain now feels like it’s exploding or imploding with things.
I have lost any sense of calm. Oh and to top it off my oldest texted to ask if I could buy her a particular drink she likes (we have plenty of other drinks just not this particular one) and I said I couldn’t afford to until Friday (payday) and she said “why don’t you just get a real job lmao”.
So glad I gave her my free Starbucks…. arggghhhhh
I’m off to go stick my head in a bucket of concrete (not really).
